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Voided
03:33
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Conflicting interest, adorned.
A lover's quarrel left me scorned.
Beaten down again, I thought you were a god.
I don't care if you love me (I'll hate you)
Scream at me (I'll beat you)
Stare me in the eyes (Tell me that you love me)
You can't fuck me (I'll fuck you)
When you bleed out (I'll seep through)
Voices in my head - They tell me to pretend.
Come back around, too rough for the first time.
Got your ass and you're finally mine.
Step back, stand back to back, prepare for the heart attack.
I'm a powerhouse and a hypochondriac.
What will ya' do when I step up to you?
With a fifth in my left yellin' fuck you and your whole crew.
All I got is my own to defend so here we go again.
I don't care if you love me (I'll hate you)
Scream at me (I'll beat you)
Stare me in the eyes (Tell me that you love me)
You can't fuck me (I'll fuck you)
When you bleed out (I'll seep through)
Voices in my head - They tell me to pretend.
I've bled for this and I've bled for you, I never wanna see anything through.
I sit here and seethe at night, where the fuck are you?
Standing here and I belt it out, can't do much but scream and shout.
I want you to let me (LET IT OUT)
WHY CAN'T I - COPE - WITH THIS?
IT HURTS - AND I FREEZE
BUT I CAN STILL FEEL THE BLISS
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
CAN YOU FEEL THE BLISS?
Cantankerous state of mind. I don't even think I've got the time to get this through to you.
Catatonia has swallowed me whole, the emptiness has stolen my soul.
How many times must I run in retreat in fear of being beat?
I don't care if you love me (VOIDED)
Scream at me (VOIDED)
Stare me in the eyes (GET THE FUCK AWAY)
You can't fuck me (VOIDED)
When you bleed out (VOIDED)
Voices in my head - I'LL PUT THEM TO AN END.
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Face Me
02:28
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It was my life and my choice/I took my fucking pick
I settled for something lesser and it makes me fucking sick
I'll rattle off all the things I abhor and more
Just a fucking coward/my brain is just a sore
I don't need your shit/now bleed out for me
Don't you move your fucking lips/all i hear is hypocrisy
Irrational and irritable is all i'll ever be
Blinded by emotion/devotion don't know me
My existence is a scandal/my life is but a bore
This body is in shambles/ my aura is no more
I don't need your shit/now bleed out for me
Don't you move your fucking lips/all i hear is hypocrisy
If time of of the essence i'd better just go now
I've made my mark i'll leave this place/don't matter anyhow
These words are not of suicide these words are of myself
Every aspect of my being is controlled by something else
I'm sick of the anxiety and abandonment issues
My mother says i'm negative/i'm constantly misused
If you think i'm fucking lying put yourself into my shoes
If you fought the fight i'm fighting i could promise that you'd lose
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Never Again
01:24
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Push you away/Lock you out/Bloodshot eyes that show no doubt.
Trust is dead/Final Thread/Trust of mine you'll never earn again.
Never. Again.
Never again.
Never again will I live with doubt/Lies from you I can go without.
Take away your life, divine. Heard your shit one final fucking time.
Never. Again.
Never again.
Just existing is better than nothing, so I've got that I guess.
And no matter how much I toss and turn, I can't get this weight off my chest.
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Tongues
03:58
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I'll breathe new life into your lungs, still taste the deceit on your lying tongue.
Your lips stain mine a permanent blue, I break every mirror 'cause all I see is you.
Bring me back like I did you, take away this drab of an awful hue.
Remind me that I was something, 'cause love, I feel fucking nothing.
TEAR IT APART/DISENGAGE AND RIP IT OUT/BLEED IT DRY
BLEED IT LIKE THE MOTHERFUCKER BLED ME
TELL A LIE/TELL A LIE AND HIDE BEHIND YOUR OLD DISGUISE
ACTING LIKE YOU REALLY EVER HELD A PART OF ME
YOU TOOK MY LOVE/TOOK MY LOVE AND TURNED IT SOMETHING LESS THAN PURE
EMOTIONAL MASOCHIST JUST SEARCHING FOR YOUR NEXT FIX
ALL I KNOW/ALL I'LL EVER FUCKING NEED TO KNOW IS
tongues will always hurt you...
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(Untitled)
05:25
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You took away my sense of self, a harsh reminder of true cruelty, your cryptic essence still lingers, it's time you've gone away.
My mind aches and I seethe, she'll never let me leave. I can't go through this again.
I contort as my lungs fill up, tying ropes just for the hell of it.
How much can I take? Can you take? Before we break - I'm broke.
What do you know? What do I know? Nothing - Don't mean shit.
You did this. You hurt me. Abuser. Sadistic.
I'm just another sad statistic.
You thought you put me down I bet.
Right before you decided you weren't done yet.
Your essence haunts me to the core.
I'll never live for just another whore.
This is the end of us. The fucking birth of a new facade.
Not another slap in the face. No more praying to a lesser god.
Refuse to take the time to spite you. No more lesions in my head.
Just a sad excuse for a human, I've forgotten all you've sad.
False identities flow throughout you. To bleed another is your only cause.
Pressing my body up to yours in hindsight, was nothing but a sad faux pas.
I don't want this. Don't need this. Can't take this anymore.
You broke my spirit. Don't wanna hear it. Keep it for yourself.
Reeking of regret. Ain't done yet never gonna stop.
You won't ever make me fucking drop.
You thought you put me down I bet.
Right before you decided you weren't done yet.
Your essence haunts me to the core.
I'll never live for just another whore.
This is the end of us. The fucking birth of a new facade.
Not another slap in the face. No more praying to a lesser god.
Refuse to take the time to spite you. No more lesions in my head.
Just a sad excuse for a human, I've forgotten all you've sad.
I won't shed another tear for you.
I won't want another night with you.
I won't want somebody else like you.
I won't hear another lie from you.
I won't ever take my life for you.
I won't be cheated again by you.
I won't strive to have a part of you.
I won't share my fucking self with you.
I won't.
I fucking trusted you.
You thought you put me down I bet.
Right before you decided you weren't done yet.
Your essence haunts me to the core.
I'll never live for just another whore.
This is the end of us. The fucking birth of a new facade.
Not another slap in the face. No more praying to a lesser god.
Refuse to take the time to spite you. No more lesions in my head.
Just a sad excuse for a human, I've forgotten all you've sad.
Still one in the chamber, another one in my frontal lobe. When they come and take me away, just watch the strobes and I'll go below.
You thought you put me down I bet.
Right before you decided you weren't done yet.
Your essence haunts me to the core.
I'll never live for just another whore.
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